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CECIL HICKS

Author, Emotional New Book Opening: I was trying not to cry in this video. But, ended up doing it anyway. At 63 years old and a survivor of being molested, I have come a long ways, Right?

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DISGUSTING*GROSS*NASTY*REPULSIVE*AND
SHOCKING SERIOULY!

Straight Out Of "Vanilla Sheets" the chapter " Must B Da Dog N Me" Warning, what I’m about to say next is gross as fuc*, but keep in mind I was between nine and ten years old, so don’t hold it against me, and if you do, fuc* you I don’t care. This is how mischievous I was, sexually. So, before you continue, you may want to make sure you are reading this on an empty stomach, okay? **most viewed youtube video

CHECK OUT THE CHAPTERS IN "VANILLA SHEETS"

These Chapters are Luke Warm👇🏽/Rated (PG )

  • 2 B Or Not 2 B Vanilla
  • 2 P Or Not 2 P
  • 3 Situations
  • Against The Wall in Pine Hills
  • All Pussies Are Not The Same
  • All Wrapped Up
  • Anal Fetish
  • Anal Technician
  • Authoritative Vs Demeaning
  • Bad Boys and Good Girls
  • Big Clit & the Black Freak
  • Bitch Got Me Fucked Up
  • Choking the Snow Bunny
  • Crazy Ass Latina Chick
  • Crazy Shit in San Diego California
  • Dear Momma – Beatrice Hicks Most viewed YouTube video

Disgusting Chapters *YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED👇🏽 / Rated (R)

  • Dirty Magazine
  • Doing It in the Park
  • Dominate Submissive Romance
  • Friends How Many Of Us Have One 
  • Glory Hole Days 
  • In DaSwing of Thangs
  • Massage Envious
  • Molested Vs Rape
  • Must Be Da Dog N Me
  • My Gay Azz Cousin
  • My Shaft You Damn Right
  • One Shitty Situation After Anotha
  • Peep Show Booths
  • Pulling Dah Heya
  • Selfish Muthafuckas Most viewed YouTube video 

Throwing Caution Into The Wind Chapters👇🏽 / Rated (R+)

  • Shave it Lick it
  • Shit Just Keeps Happening
  • Shitty Shitty Band Bang
  • Should’ve Known Betta
  • Slap Dat Ass
  • Small Cock No Homo
  • Squirt In My Mouth
  • The Alpha Female Mentality
  • The AOL Days
  • The Black Bull and The White Cuckold
  • The Black Fluffer
  • The Drunk Neighbor
  • The Perfect Man
  • The Sexy Moaner
  • Under The Cover
  • Unfaithful Mutha Fucka pt1 & 2
  • Who Would Have Thought  YouTube videos YouTube music videos
"PIMPIN' AIN'T EASY" FROM MEMOIR VANILLA SHEETS

You should never be ashamed of anything you did yesterday. Your past has a lot to do with who you are today. So, who are you? A quote from the back of Vanilla Sheets: "The Only Person Who Can Judge Me Is Not Physically Alive On This Earth" - most viewed YouTube video

MY JOURNEY BLOG

My journey will be posted here weekly. So, check back now and then ok?

Trying to hang in there and not become complacent.

Finally my first blog post - Seriously, I thought writing a book would be easy. Come to find out, it's not as easy as it sounds and especially when you have ADHD (Attention deficit hyperactivity disorder) as I do. This all started after being told I do something in particular

11/01/2022 – At this very moment…

I am feeling overwhelmed, but I do see a dim light at the end of the tunnel. It is hard trying to stay focused when I keep doubting myself. Being honest, I also scared of failure. I wasn't raised in a positive involvement, and envy those who are. Even as

I hope Damon Dash approves two quotes I found.

I sent him more than six emails to his social media platforms. You know when it sounds good and gives you motivation to continue doing what makes you happy. That is why I am inspired today and came home right after my three mile walk and some gym. I ate

My book description is done

I chose my favorite editor from Fiverr. She the only person I trust because of my content. Everyone else I spoke to was afraid to edit my book. I know the book is controversial, but you would think, that would just take the gig and do what they do best.

I had a light anxiety attack Thursday, November 3rd.

As the title states, I had a light anxiety attack yesterday and called out to a friend. I did want the person to help me through it I just wanted to say it and it be heard. I am usually very good about being in control of my emotions, but

I Am focused again this evening.

After my walk today, I was planning on going to the gym. I sat around here and before I knew it I wasn’t in the mood for the gym. I am saying all the because, I started working on the book again. I honestly feel every day I’m getting closer

When I am trying to motivate someone when I need motivation

I thought storm nicole, was going to be a problem, so I did not walk or go to the gym today. I did stay home and focused on the book today. I l already spent most of the day on it and tired as I am writing this blog. But

I am about to pull my hair out choosing a font for my book

Here I am sitting down in front of my computer as usual and, and now it's time to choose a couple of fonts I want to use. Can you believe some fonts need a commercial license. Any google fonts you find is open source, meaning free to use however you

Today was a long day figuring out how to buy an ISBN code

I almost became frustrated today, because I am close to finally sending this book out.  There is still so much more to do, and I hope to have this completed by before the end of the week and no later than next week. I am soooo close I can taste

So many print-on-demand book companies to choose from

Today I almost wanted to give up, not totally but chill on it a few days. Today after some serious searching I have chosen a company called LULU  Online Self-Publishing Book & Ebook Company | Lulu and I hope I made the right choice. Keeping my fingers crossed.

I’ll say it, I completely understand why it’s easy to give up.

I thought I was ready to send to print and come to find out there was so much more I needed to do. So now I must wait for another editor. What I was told, my margins were not set up properly. That could have saved me some time and

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